Friday, October 27, 2006

Xiaoyun and Eileen came over my house to visit. They never failed to cheer me up. Just keep chatting and chatting the good old days. Never grew tired of those happenings. Haha. Happy plus Happy equals to VERY HAPPY. Smiling and laughing. Enjoyed my day. A lot. =D =D
Thank you to MAN and BROWNIE!! Good night.


Thanks to Christina who helped me with my biggest wish this year.



COMPLETE!! =D



Pic of the DAy.
Two person and One item
=D =D


HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!
...try again or walk away...
WeiTing kor kor is helping me send the enrolment form. The application ends 31st. Panicked. Will I get it? When someone asks me where are you studying now. Silent. SIM.
Checking my letter box everyday. My wishlist! HEE. Excited. HAHA. Waiting for everyone who live in the Hundred-Acre Wood to be there to enjoy the teaparty. =D...try again or walk away...

Thursday, October 26, 2006

=D Ready to set off. YEAP! I WENT OUT!!!
=D =D


I went down Heartland Mall to take passport photo.
VIVOCITY!!!

Description. Big. AND nothing else. But it wasn't a wasted trip. Can tell others " I have been to VIVOCITY in Singapore.



So called the roof of the shopping mall.
There is a water playground? Not very sure too.


The small island. SENTOSA. Can you spot the merlion?


A zoom in view to let you the word "sentosa"


Time for Lunch. After waiting for SOMEONE. Made me wait for 1 hour plus. 1 hour PLUS. Best. Vivocity is a boring shopping center. I bought nothing. Had lunch at Mac. FOOD and MORE FOOD!!!! End of tour at Habour Front. Real Boring! Just for the experience.



Sorry not much photos as promised. Just being lazy. And nothing much to take also. Dont blame me k? =D

Shopping started at TOWN! =D
Show you the caps I bought.
=D


=D


COOL GIRL!


Pic of the Day
Result of eating too much sweets.


Some missing parts. Blogger got error. Dont allow me post. =D
I am still happy. Even when the clock strikes twelve, everything turns out the same. I am still happy. Today. =D I took a very very long time to post this rubbish. I had no idea what am I supposed to blog. Time is used to think. HAHA! =D

Saying HI to muri and muriger.
...try again or walk away...

VISITORS PLEASE BE REGULAR K? MY COUNTER DEPENDS ON YOU~!!
For you. I will update and update and update. Haha. I wont change my style of blogging. That's my unique Attitude. =D I will be out later. EXCITED!~~ After so many many days of rotting at home. VIVOCITY HERE I COME!! COME BACK AGAIN FOR PHOTOS UPDATE TONIGHT! =D =D
...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

I got a question. Other than people having exams soon. Who will be slacking at home this few days? LOL! I think among my group people. I am the only slacker. HAHAHA~! Tomorrow want to go out dont know who to find seh. LOL. Poor thing....try again or walk away...
Trying ebay. WOo~ Baby I still believe. I wasted today again. Haha. Really is wasted. I am surfing the internet for rubbish. Today I get a new hope. Give me one week to tell you my result! Brighten my world with emo songs! HAHAHAHAHA!!! So relax and indulge~...try again or walk away...
It's getting dark. Raining soon. Dont get sick. Take care~ Anyway, what I expected came true. Haha. Drop by my msn chat window to say "Haha, I look at your nick, I laughed." I dont care. Sexy attitude is considered sexy. Good right? Even I am far away from you. Still can make you laugh. HAHA!! =D =D. ding li ling dring di li ring. Wait till the day, I dare to say see you. Haha. Nonsense plus rubbish equals to Trash! A merry heart is a joy forever~



A photo 2 years ago. Lol. =D =D
Time waits for nobody! Cherish everybody! Be Happy!
...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

I was wondering about my question. Results and process. End up with lots and lots of answers. Confusing myself. Lol. Currently I was thinking about collection. The process of collecting and the result of the collection. For this I choose........................................the process.
Haha. It's true. The feeling of excitment and satisfaction is like another choice that links. Even though, the results may not be perfect. Can you get what I mean? Is like if you choose to keep thinking about the results, just making yourself more unhappy right? Feeling wasted or you can say feeling disappointed.
Think another way. Everytime you get that something, the happiness is what you cant achieve when you get straight into the result.
LOL. But after saying for so much. I still need that one piece to complete. HAHAHAHA~ The purpose of posting all the above nonsense is gone!! RESULT is wayyyy too IMPORTANT for me. ...try again or walk away...
nice song~
http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/128923ht.htm

...try again or walk away...

Monday, October 23, 2006

Tomorrow is a HOLIDAY~~ There is no difference for me though. Guess what i did today? I took out all my clothes and iron it!! Applause~ Admit. Most are thrown aside. I wont be wearing them anyway. Time to do some shopping and burst my wardrobe with clothes and clothes. Any discount cards or vouchers can give it to me. HAHA~ Uploaded some photos in multiply. Can visit. And romantic lines too~ Suddenly, I have a question. FOR BLOGGERS.
The importance of process and result. Which is more important and why? 3 days to think. Ready? Haha. Me? In the process of thinking, and is waiting for result. By the way, it can be anything. Cheers~
...try again or walk away...
You are indifferent because I am insignificant. So? Time to pack up and go. Hey hey! 8 more days before the enrolment ends. HAHA~~ I am short of 3 passport size photos. Used up all for S&K job application. Lol. When should I step out of my door to get my photo taken? A week gone! Gotten the sleeping virus. I need sleep again. Sweet dreams~...try again or walk away...

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Joker! Wu Zong Xian acting in a drama. See the face already funny.
Anyway, who need links please tag again. =D...try again or walk away...

...try again or walk away...

Saturday, October 21, 2006

I have decided not to move. But just to get the feeling of changing. I have changed my blog skin! Reading previous post, I realised I am still in the land of dreams. Dreams that wont come true. Next step I have to do is to change the focus! Every time of the year. November. Getting ready to start OVER!! Short hair, Specs, Slippers. That was the last thing that would make you want to stay. STAND UP FOR MYSELF!! Exercise Exercise Bikinis On the WAY~~ Learn how to do absolutely nothing. Haze will be over when November ends. Cheers~ =D

p.s LinJie is still unhappy. =(

...try again or walk away...

Friday, October 20, 2006

Lol! One week gone soon. Time pass really fast. I think I sleep too much. The one think I want to do most when I can leave my house healthy is..........SHOPPING!!! I need to spend some money to recover more prefectly. LOVING myself more. =D =D =D ...try again or walk away...
What should I do? Too much maybe"s". I am confused, angry and hurt. I am turning to a person I dont know. It is so wierd. Nothing else to say? One question I havent ask. The answer I will never find out. Staying at home all day is making me weak. KNOCK ON THE WALL!...try again or walk away...

Thursday, October 19, 2006

LOL. NO VISITORS ALLOWED. BUT I STILL HAVE FREE MAGAZINES AND VCDS TO READ AND WATCH!! WAHAHAHAHA~BIG THANK YOU TO WEIHWANG~~





Princess Hours is Mama bought for me to watch. I am now watching at fast speed. I like happy ending. Haha.

I still have Vitagen. Less sugar. HAHA. Thanks thanks.

...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Actually I dont feel sick. Is the reason that I cant step out of my house makes me sick. Haha. Thanks for people who offered to visit. I AM REJECTING ALL VISITORS. I have a kind soul. Currently I am poisonous, so dont attempt to. Was so surprised that Yiru wanted to drop by and pass me food or anything. She thought I would be very hungry. My mama prepared a LOT of food for me. I wont die of hunger. And thanks for the Take care and Get well soon. HAHA.. I like the way people cares. =D
But if the care that you are giving need something else for exchange, thanks but no thanks. I am not a very good liar. This is referring to "msn ass". Someday you will find out.
Counting the days that pass me by. Woo. Another day gone, doing nothing except sleeping. Princess Hours~~

...try again or walk away...
2nd day. 12 more days to go. Haiz. So near yet so far. Why me? I am reminded of my $133!! About 3 days of my pay spent on m e d i c i n e s. SAD.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS PRAWN~! ...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
I was in a confused state thinking whether I should or should not wish you. Haha. In the end, I did!! Applause~~ Today maybe the only chance I can say this to you. Ever since the day, the day you know when, I’ve been thinking. If I made time for you, will we still be happily chatting on the phone at night? Will you not be so into that game? Will the feelings fade as time pass? Will I still be thinking of my wonderful future and dreams? If. HAHA!! That didn’t happen so why bother so much. Do you know the purpose of having a birthday? Making a wish or blowing out candles? What is the real purpose? To remind you how many years have gone, for the past what have you done, what have you not done. Is it? YOU ARE EIGHTEEN NOW!! Cannot say you don’t want think too much. If your life span is 80 years, almost one quarter is gone!! You can’t go on wasting all your time on maple. However, the fact that maple can give you the satisfaction you wanted, there is no reason for you to stop. DON’T use up all excess time! In conclusion, I still wish that you could find something better than maple and hope it come true. Example: photography. If you are saying thanks, welcome! P.s I mean it from the bottom of my heart....try again or walk away...

Monday, October 16, 2006

THE MOST LUCKY DAY OF THE YEAR!!!!

FUC !!!!

... I GOT CHICKEN POX!!!

...try again or walk away...

Sunday, October 15, 2006

I am left with 2 weeks.. Countdown for me!! Hoping I will not miss it this time.. Haha.
12 hours at Lucky Plaza on a Sunday.. The world of Phillipinos. Using up the energy for next week.. My NEXT offday is on Sunday! ARGH!! Six more working days to go before I get to rest. I predicted that I will be working full on one day. Haha. And it came true. I am so so so LUCKY!! Today SoonMing and Stella drop by and did some shopping. And they waited me for lunch? Haha. My breaktime dunno is dinner or lunch. By the way, STELLA gave me this
-->> Chocolates and Chocolates!! SHE REMEMBERS!!!!


=D =D =D GIVE YOU A BIG BIG HUG AND A BIG BIG SMILE! THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH!! LOVE YOU~~ =D =D =D

I got to end now. Late nights are making me more and more un-pretty.
...try again or walk away...

Saturday, October 14, 2006



After that day, we nvr see each other. Until last evening.
A post full of photos JUST for you.. =D Went Marina for a small gathering before the school starts. Their school. Haha.
At Mrt. I shall introduce them to you.

Huihui, Tian Yang


Song Wei unwilling to take photo with me. =(


He decided to give me a Big smile. Jun Wei sneaking.


Why? Cos I didn't take with him. And I took with HuiLing.







YaoHuang. See our short fringe? Looks so nerdy.




Started eating. From my left. Familiar face?
Huihui and TianYang again!


They refuse to let me take a nice photo of them.
Were interested only in food and drinks.
That is EngQi. HuiLing.


JunWei behind HuiLing. He always dunno doing what.


Although we were at the same table.
But there were two world.
Engage in their own conversation.
YaoHuang, Ridzuan and Chiyong.
ChiYong hair very ugly.


Told you. Dont know what is so interesting.
Chiyong with his ugly hair again. Taufik. SongWei.


Where is LinJie?!!! She is the photographer ma.
Look at the last pic!

Me with Ridzuan. See the braces? He is rich.


Taufik is so different in photo and in real life.


I took a lot more. But i think this faces need to appear more.
Lol. After hours. Left with Ridzuan, Songwei, ChiYong with ugly hair and ME! We were waiting for Songwei Dad to send us home. Waited and waited.

Finally!! Where am I? Back of Lorry!! WOOO..

By the way, SONG WEI DRIVING!!! I am risking my life!

At first, the road was very peaceful.


SUDDENLY!!!


Nice Night City. If you were there too.


And I am reaching home!! Safely


Pic of the DAY!!

...try again or walk away...

Thursday, October 12, 2006

I was listening to Mirai - Fang Kai.. I heard 剪一个新浏海。 So I went to the salon and got my hair cut. Haha. Not much difference ba. But I can still 甩一甩. I offline le.. Got to go think what should I wear tomorrow.. Bye~ ABC!...try again or walk away...
Walking can be tiring. Talking makes one feel better in many ways.. Haha.. Lucky for me.. Kai Kiat and Desmond can keep me company for like 2 hours.. Lol.. And I realise something Soonming = Always there. Haha.. Got friends like them good enough.. Dont ask for more.. Secondary School friends really really better than working friends ar. =D No reason.. Just dont want to be alone and dont wan to go home.. Ever had that feeling? Or opposite? I had both in a week. I thought today I would be blogging about how sad or pathetic I am.. Haha.. Somehow I had this very peaceful feeling.. I am still a very fortunate person.. Bye! ABC~ Always Be Careful! ...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

I bought a NEW handphone today!! And I got rid of Mr Z.. My new love Mr W!! Is W810i not W850i.. No extra cash. I am so happy I am so glad. I got the colour in fusion white. And now i have the temptation of buying the speakers. Cant stand. So small and so nice and in white colour.. Didnt buy in the end. Mama says my room is increasing of nonsense and in a very big big mess.. I like!! Save the money buy other stuff ba.. Haha.. Anyway.. Mr W is now my new love.. Tomorrow go shop new clothes for him.. And this reminded me of my wasted $10!! Mr Z got few scratches at his back.. but is so so unvisible lo.. The trade-in value just drop $10 by that.. To prevent such shits from happening.. I am giving ultra protection for my Mr W. Got to go bed now. Nitez! ...try again or walk away...
Suddenly I wished I was a millionaire. So I could buy THAT car. Hais. I am so useless. Waited so long just to call. Sure a big disappointment. I nvr got in the line so I was a bit disappointed. BUT he called in exactly at the fifth caller. Big F. Two months too young. As of Jan 2006, What the hell was that? I dont see any differences lo. Hais I am down also lar. WHY such thing had to happen? Dont be too sad k?
I will do anything just to see the smile on your face. I realise everyone would do anything they could for that something that seems so unimportant to anyone else. But no one would ever realise that something can affect the mood of one almost instantly. Now I know, what postion it holds. For you I seriously hope I would do anything. Guess I dont have the strength yet. Wait for me in Heaven. Trouble sleeping.
...try again or walk away...
Forced to hide. Almost started. Ended the chance the very next day.
Who likes to listen to Class 95 Fm? Help to call subaru WRX challenge.
And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too.
Is when I fall in love with you.
Only LOVE!! trademark.
and I'll be right behind your shoulder,watching you
I'll be standing by your side, all you do
and I won't ever leave
as long as you believe,you just believe....
I'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true
if life will just be kind
to such a gentle mind
and if you lose your way
think back on yesterday
remember me this way
remember me this way.
o.....this way.
...try again or walk away...

Monday, October 09, 2006

Fucking no life human. Haha. I got the sudden urge to slack all the way this week. I am going to lie saying I got chicken pox. But cursing myself is not good. So pon-ing today i good enough. Anyway, I have two off days this week. Plus today, makes it three. WOW!! I haven enrol to my new school.. LOL. Wait till the sunset. Everytime I was reminded of this topic, I am sleepy. Sleeping beauty. HAHA!! She is wasting 2006 by sleeping!! ...try again or walk away...

Sunday, October 08, 2006

I have done it before.. But I am going to do it again.. I will go to bed as soon as I finished.

SEVEN THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE
1.handsome guys in jeans and slippers
2.good night sms-es
3.reminded of wo du zi tong ni du zi tong ma
4.getting the mahjong tiles i am waiting for
5.receiving something not asked for
6.a lot of haha or lol in msn conversation
7.reading interesting blog
SEVEN THINGS TO DO TO WIN MY HEART
1.be there
2.be understanding
3.be sensitive
4.giving surprises
5.need some luck
6.be true
7.must be a man
SEVEN THINGS THAT I BELIEVE IN
1.karma
2.human are realistic
3.dreams come true
4.disney stories
5.a little change changes a lot
6.myself
7.you will be smiling back at me
SEVEN THINGS THAT IM AFRAID OF
1.repeat of terrible scenarios
2.sudden emotion
3.meaningless life
4.memory lost
5.losing and losing badly
6.disgusting animals
7.irritating children
SEVEN THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
1.basic things.
2.listen to radio
3.reading magazines
4.online to read rubbish
5.thinking of something i shouldn't be
6.friendster
7.blogging
SEVEN PEOPLE I WANT TO SEE NOW
1.There
2.is
3.nobody
4.I
5.want
6.to
7.see
SEVEN PERSON I WAN TO DO THIS QUIZ
Seven persons who read this post and have a blog.

...try again or walk away...

Saturday, October 07, 2006

I was late for work again.. This time is 1 hour 15 minutes.. Getting from bad to worse.. Worked full shift today.. Drained all my energy.. But with cookies and ice tea.. The day ended peacefully and happily..
Jolin and David Tao.. Are you thinking what I am thinking? I fall in love the minute I saw you. Will you marry me? Hey hey.. In your dreams.. LOL..
BOY!!! Tell me.. WHEN ARE YOU ENDING? You are seriously in trouble.. My mama says it is dangerous.. She tells me to tell you that its true.. DANGEROUS!!
No work, No money. No money, No life. Work, No life. Work for money without life. Work for life without money you are crazy.. Work for money with life I am happy. Letting you choose. Freedom or Money? The one who forced you to choose, will end up helping you to make the choice. ...try again or walk away...

Friday, October 06, 2006

I bought myself a ring!! LOL!! To resist the temptation of getting married.. HAHA..

HEY!! We went to buy presents.. Wow.. The presents we bought are so so nice.. Haha..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL!!!!
One day plus one day.. I am hating Mr Z! Need to change PHONE!!!!!
...try again or walk away...

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Suddenly! I was thinking of my wedding!! HAHAHAHA~~ Married can divorced.. Dont worry about regrets.. Since being together is to be seperated.. I want to get married!!! OK lar.. Dreaming~ I am still a young little girl waiting for my true love to give up everything just for me.. HAHAHAHA~ gotta be gotta be more~ All eyes staring on me! TIME TO GO TO MY DREAMLAND!! I am WAITING for you.. apleakesead!...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

One Philippino guy tried to flirt with me when I am working today.. So unlucky in Lucky Plaza.. He said I look LIKE Philippines.. Meaning? I have the maid look.. Main thing is I had to pretend I am interested in the conversation at the same time introducing all the merchandise. =( I look pretty and beautiful.. HAHA! I know that.. Asked me for my number somemore.. WHAT THE HELL? I said inconvenient.. Boyfriend dont allow? Yes.. The next question....... Nevermind, what is the address? Fucking hell.. GO AND DIE! EEEEKKKKKK....... Yucks! One Indian Guy says I dont look like Singaporean.. Singapore girls are not so pretty.. I am a pretty Singaporean.. My store is full of nonsense customers.. Anyway.. I like them saying I am pretty!! Hard doesn't mean cant.. I am waiting for you.....try again or walk away...
LOL!!!!!!! I am going to work again. Chocolates! Posting is just a habit.
Happy Birthday to Benjamin Tang~...try again or walk away...

Monday, October 02, 2006

I had 552 posts.. Wow. I am blogging with a very tired but cannot fall asleep mode. Not very long ago, I just reached my home. Mama dont like it.. Haha. Cant use the excuse of long time once. Because the times we see each other is so so so little.. My world is now left with work and sleep. I still hope to learn tennis by this year.. Dont find excuses to stop me. In the progress of losing weight and fat.. Haha.. Target <51kg..

Sunday, October 01, 2006

I am using blogger beta.. Dont know what is the differences lo.. I just reached home after losing so many rounds of mahjong game.. Lose till speechless.. That contributes to my frequetly away from home night life.. Tonight is Kbox night with colleagues.. I got a new name.. Xiao Hu Lu.. I dunno why I get this kind of shit name also.. Jasmine random nick.. Poor girl.. Anyway anyone kind enough to call me at 1 am? I am going to lie saying my friend need urgent consolation from me.. HEH HEH HEH HEH.. Ever wonder to yourself sleeping is like wasting your life away? There are so much things you could do instead of sleeping.. I mean useful things.. Not saying g a m e s.. Mahjong all night.. I need to get few hours of sleep before i set off to work.. Sweet dreams Jie~...try again or walk away...

Friday, September 29, 2006

I need $8,925.00. How? Go where find? Now I am very hungry. Go where find food? NO instant noodles. Tell me the story of the bird and the fish.

When we forget the real reason we are living for, the worldliness of life becomes like quicksand that sucks you into a spiritual vacuum. When that happens, we live less and less; we merely stay alive.

Even if all living beings become my enemy, may I cherish them more than my life....try again or walk away...

Thursday, September 28, 2006

Tell me.. What comes to your mind first when I told you I've been transfered?
No more Tampines!! Lucky Plaza Lucky Me.. Dead!! "Chloe" my new in-charge.. OH MY HOLY SHIT! Bless me.. GOOD LUCK GIRL~
Today I went PS to get the signages.. Singapore is small.. That's why I am still afraid.. Since we are avoiding each other, dont want to spoil everything.. Lucky Plaza.. Haha.. I was hoping I will be transfer to anywhere but PS.. They gave me Lucky Plaza.. Best. Dont care.. I will SURVIVE!!
Pay Day! Dont worry, Be happy.. OK.. End.. DECIDED!! My BLOG moving at Nov 1st.

Monday, September 25, 2006

Should I wait two years later? I am really tired of studying. I have no motivation to work harder. I dont have the determination to be successful in Life. Left with a month to decide. What am I suppose to choose? ...try again or walk away...
I am a BUSY girl. No LIFE. But not for long. Changing a new way of blogger. See if I can make it. Cant, then i will be back. Drinking lots of water. ...try again or walk away...
moving soon.. new place under renovation.. be back for new address.. and house warming date.....try again or walk away...

Thursday, September 21, 2006

am i the one who is controlling the yo-yo ball? lolz.. was i? be realistic!!! the next best.. but once you have made this one last effort-that's it.. bitch dont stay in my world, i am the only one there.. HAHAHAHAHA!!! i see caps in every first sentence.. oops.. got used to it.. changing blog address soon!! be there for more adventures!! now must help soon ming first.. haha... ...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

out of two you can only choose one.. this time no more changing of mind last minute.. actually this kind of choices have already been decided long time ago.. juz that it is not the time to make the choice.. losing badly.. concede defeat.. coffee taste bitter.. but it keeps human awake..
rang ni gan jue wo de xin tiao.. the same speed i am facing one year ago.. fuck! why why why??!!
wad for huh? i dun wan to work liao.. hahahahaha.. serious.. job that can be done at home.. any idea?
nvr realise it was the last time.. if we knew it was the last time.. the last good night.. the last............
can we be friends? wahahaha.. finally.. got people ask me.. i was expecting that.. fat and ugly = still as attractive.. LOL.. bth liao.. torture!!!! its killing.. my fingers stop stop.. dun press send!!! heng.. mr z good point = flip flip flip.. message gone.. wooo.. one box of hello panda = 10 small packets.. eaten all up.. that the reason of f.a.t .. who fuckin' cares?!

Monday, September 18, 2006

dun say i am evil.. not trying to give u false hope.. anyone could understand..
if you know there isnt any "if".. "used to be" is past tense..
we are under somehow the same situation.. it doesnt feel good.. but.. what to do? learn.. get use to it.. let it be..
not the one who is meant to be.. the social circle becomes different.. the same cycle of friends is getting smaller and smaller.. sooner to no more.. turns to a complete stranger.. walking pass will be left with just a familiar face.. when that becomes part of life..
WAHAHAHAAHAHA~!! omg.. later i am depress again ar..

DONKEY GIVE ME THE POWER TO SURVIVE~!!!!!
please EAT away those POISONOUS ROOTS~!!!!!

reminds me of a news from my sister friend.. DONT EAT TOO MUCH INSTANT NOODLES!! her friend went overseas.. cant get used to the food there.. so she kept eating instant noodles.. when she came back to singapore.. hit by stomach cancer.. purpose of me saying this is to tell you.. DONT EAT INSTANT NOODLES!! especially at night.. for supper.. u go straight to bed.. the digestion period slows down.. your body will take in unhealthy stuffs.. better be safe.. it's for your own GOOD..

UPDATE!! LINJIE GOTTEN A NEW HANDPHONE!! MR Z!!!
Mr K is so sad lar.. he thought i am going to leave him alone.. dont worry darling~ till i find the best Dr M to recover your eyesight.. wait for me!! about mr z.. it wasnt on intention.. i wanted to get mr k two but dunno why i change my mind also.. the m1 guy cheat me!! wadeva.. how to spell it? anyway.. too late for any regrets.. in the process of learning not to waver..

...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

ARGHH!!!! sad lar.. why did she break his heart?!! why get married if cant commit? maybe young was the reason.. anyway.. since they signed the dunno wad "break-up agreement".. best wishes for each other.. ah weng came find me after work.. free dinner, free pool-playing and free ride home.. haha.. i won SEVEN rounds.. wahaha.. if i'm not wrong we played 10 rounds ba.. linjie cheats on winning.. not saying which hole ball 8 goes in considered lose.. even it is obvious.. therefore i am a winner!! everytime he says if tingting love him, he will win.. in the end he will LOSE!!! wahaha.. and me is Mr F give me energy.. and Mr F reminds me of being fat.. =( diet? no~! i dun care.. smack ur face if u say me fat!! i am in a healthy state.. that's the end.. to be continued..

I swear by the moon and the stars in the sky
And I swear like the shadow that's by your side
I see the questions in your eyes
I know what's weighing on your mind
You can be sure I know my heart`
Coz I'll stand beside you through the years
You'll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
I'll never break your heart

And I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky
I'll be there
I swear, like a shadow that's by your side
I'll be there
For better or worse, till death do us part
I'll love you with every beat of my heart

And I swear
I'll give you every thing I can
I'll build your dreams with these two hands
We'll hang some memories on the walls
And when just the two of us are there
You won't have to ask if I still care`
Coz as the time turns the page, my love won't age at all
...try again or walk away...

Sunday, September 10, 2006

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had a ultra super bad bad fucking asshole day!! hais.. to a point when i think i should get knock down by a BIG BIG LORRY!! dont ask me wad.. juz bad bad bad day.. maybe that is the reason why i always get ignore.. and trying the hardest to start again again again.. sensitive.. TOO sensitive.. i am an emo-girl.. wadever.. say i am childish lo.. i can still afford to be.. and i cant control my mind.. cry~ i'm still not over you..

...try again or walk away...

Thursday, September 07, 2006

bored till go youtube watch drama.. haha.. mr.fighting.. forward forward.. only interested in duan yanhao part.. prince charming.. wooo~ too bad lar.. is evil character.. but still as attractive.. haha.. i now waiting for the episode to load finish.. den can forward.. wait till the sun rise liao.. bye~ ...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

wad is happening?!! so many injuries.. really is unlucky year for me.. 2007!!! come quick~~
something plus something equal to more something.. lol.. i so bo liao lar.. wan to blog.. now got nothing to blog about..
GIVE UP!!! she wont go back.. he wont come back.. GIVE UP!!!
once it is lost, near to impossible, cant get it again..
Dr M cant Dr T cant.. let Mr U take over..
...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

the words wont fade like cards do, just like the feeling.. that is rubbish.. know why? look at your keyboard.. there is one button called delete.. conclusion.. words in cards may fade.. but they are still there.. maybe juz left very very light tone.. try harder.. can still be seen.. delete liao than no more.. maybe got some chances they are still in the recycle bin lar.. haha..

Panadol
COLD & FLU
HOT REMEDY
with Vitamin C

...try again or walk away...
i know what the turtle means.. went to read the news at asiaone.com.. after reading.. wad kind of feeling should i have huh? indifferent.. they are always happening.. my thought was.... i wan to see the video.. i tot he said scorpion.. it was stingray.. the edible thing.. omg.. so sad ar..
tomorrow was my offday!! ask me out.. or i will be sleeping my day away.. again.. see u tomorrow.....try again or walk away...
pretty people wear wadever is pretty.. no need to continue next sentence lar.. u know wad i mean.. Mr M lost $1 because i am the cashier today.. reminds me of my lost of $11.30.. first day cashier at pastamania.. hm.. i like to compare the 2 working environment.. eskimo!!

I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
...try again or walk away...

Monday, September 04, 2006

woohoo~~ i juz reached home like 15 mins ago.. haha.. today is the "convert-tion" i dunno wad they call lar.. is jus changing everything.. fun.. although is tiring.. since cab fare can be claimed.. we went to mac to have our "dinner" and they were so high ar.. their high period is after 2 am.. anyway.. i wasted 3 packets of tissue.. sneeze and sneeze.. for the whole day!!! feel so sick ar.. must be some assholes put spell on me.. the break i didnt went out.. juz sit down there like a kuku.. because i kept sneezing!! this week plan.. Mr M can only spent $10 - $15.. best is less den $10 lar.. i think Mr M muz save up for transport.. juz top-up only now negative liao.. by the way.. Mr K is going to continue his blind stage.. cos my mama say can get a new Mr K the 2nd.. not sure what i will call the next him.. till he come den i let u know again.. i got to go dream of my dearest MR M!! nightz all~ ...try again or walk away...

Saturday, September 02, 2006

hi welcome~! or trying to be funny.. hi WHYCOME~! hm.. ok.. they like to say i am serious.. reminds me of my pasta days.. smile smile.. everytime must smile.. diao.. so tired.. Jolin have Mr Q.. LinJie have Mr M.. heezz.. next week i muz go find Dr M to save Mr K.. he cant go on being blind.. for the time being.. i got Mr K a walking stick.. today i killed an insect.. haiz.. cos it was resting on the t-shirt.. i blew it to the floor.. and so unlucky the next second one customer step on it.. i got bad karma again..
I'm sorry I took you for granted..
...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

To realize
The value of a sister
Ask someone
Who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newly
Divorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year:
Ask a student who
Has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months:
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month:
Ask a mother who has given birth to
A premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week:
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour:
Ask the lovers who are waiting to
Meet.

To realize
The value of one minute:
Ask a person
Who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second:
Ask a person
Who has survived an accident...

To realize
The value of one millisecond:
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.

To realize the value of a friend:
Lose one.

...try again or walk away...
u r making me upset again and again.. but i found a way to make myself laugh every empty slots.. so even u dun care.. even u dun mind.. even u ignore.. even u still do.. even it has ended.. he was walking along the road.. and opps.. he falls down.. HAHAHAHAHA!!! ...try again or walk away...
I need only one person to mess up the place.. I dunno why that stupid woman need to find that something which don’t exists anymore.. ok.. She dun believes me... den? Is it necessary to throw every piece of clothing everywhere when she could just nicely place it back from where she took? If she notice I am still there folding every pieces of that crap... maybe I would feel much better if she could say “sorry, I mess up your place”... instead “how come don’t have L?!” by the way.. Its clearance sales and I already told her NO MORE.. Bitch.
Hidden meaning..
Need only one person to turn my world upside down..
Fill in the blanks.. ______________________________________
Maybe it is better this way.. no point trying and trying.. ...try again or walk away...

Monday, August 28, 2006

"i laughed in my heart" <--
that was nice.. cos i wan to sleep.. and i need to send finish song.. and the transfer took so long.. and i am so bored.. and i cant go sleep.. and now i need to blog.. and blog wad?
song intro
kelly clarkson - behind these hazel eyes
sorry.. song like quite long le.. but recently then i heard.. listen.. lol.. one more..
karyn white - i'm not your superwoman
cao ge you're my superwoman female and english version.. if u listen both songs carefully.. cao ge is like the response to karyn white.. wadever.. enjoy~
i am now enjoying colours of the wind!! ...try again or walk away...
like soonming said i really need to go find a boyfriend who can drive.. and got his own vehicle.. yesterday is too late no bus and no money take cab.. today is ezlink card no money and no money to top-up or take cab.. i am so broke.. so mr yeo...... time for you to go learn driving.. opps.. later he see liao paiseh.. and the face become red again..
anyway about how i got home last time was ...... saved by soonming, julian.. and julian nice nice friend.. u know "friend in need" must find soonming.. why julian and his nice nice friend included is because julian came to pick me up from tampines.. he drove us to changi village to see gays.. and we saw zixuan.. not saying she is gay.. dun continue.. got full stop.. so coincidence ar.. lol.. the ext table onli.. and it is midnight lo.. but best part is she asked me jieyuan.. WAHAHA.. like why.. ok.. funny.. stupid soonming.. actually is really quite interesting lar.. we met with julian poly kiddo friends.. opps.. like so rude.. but who cares.. after their supper.. to changi beach.. and changi coast road.. and to tampines block 400 something.. dunno for wad.. finally.. after the free ice-milo.. i was sent home safely by a car without aircon.. the car without aircon was much better than sitting in mercs leh.. i think.. haha.. tomorrow got to work full shift.. i must go sleep liao..
weihwang!! yingying also got read my blog..... only that she dun tag.. meaning i still got readers~
many many many days later.. i will try if i can.. to start.. to end..
...try again or walk away...

Saturday, August 26, 2006

http://www.haoting.com/htmusic/126692ht.htm

zhou jielun and fei yuqing!!
nice song..
investing.. high risk high returns..
nooooo.. cant take high risk..

...try again or walk away...

Friday, August 25, 2006


sycamore

...try again or walk away...

Sunday, August 20, 2006

watched the break-up with weihwang today.. nice movie.. about the movie..

After Brooke (Aniston) calls it quits with her boyfriend Gary (Vaughn), neither person is willing to move out of the condo they share. Taking the advice of their repsective friends and confidants (and a few total strangers), they both engage in mental warfare designed to force the other person to flee the premises -- until they both realize they might be fighting to keep their relationship alive.

got assholes sitting behind me.. cant enjoyed the movie completely.. i like the part when the guy saw her cry den realise.. haha.. the lines are very romantic.. and when he and his friend the find that guy and settle him part.. u go watch and will know lar.. and anyway.. the day spent was fun.. =)

readers!! please tag~ someone says my blog has no readers.. a pathetic blog ar.. i can change my blog to private.. enjoyed reading myself.. =P

for you i thought i will.. thought.. but for you i cant.. yuan nan liao qing nan liao.. lol.. ...try again or walk away...

Thursday, August 17, 2006

going to get free ice milo everyday.. nice nice.. end work early.. boss super nice.. happy~

...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

started working for three days already.. friends from everywhere started appearing.. the job is easy and fun.. have to stay a little longer to find our their true colours.. barely even friends.. anyway.. getting treated to drinks is great.. getting some experience from every where.. chat with amaida during my break today.. went to find her.. she is going overseas again.. is like going away once every few months.. she told me she dont have sacings.. as long as she earn enough she went travelling.. so good huh.. thats her interest i think.. =D
the songs i have been listening in the store always makes me think tooooooo much.. and i am started to get irritated by them.. not the songs lar.. is the thoughts.. get it? forget it lar.. soon.. very soon.. i will get use to it.. i can make it through the rain.. on my OWN..
why did i waste my time on something that is so near to impossible? fish off! byE!! ...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

Drinking Cold water after meal = Cancer! Can u believe this??
For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you.
It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this "sludge" reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal. A serious note about heart attacks HEART ATTACK PROCEDURE": (THIS IS NOT A JOKE!) Women should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting. Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line. You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack. Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms. 60% of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up. Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let's be careful and be aware. The more we know, the better chance we could survive... A cardiologist says if everyone who gets this mail sends it to 10 people, you can be sure that we'll save at least one life. Read this...It could save your life!! Let's say it's 6.15 pm and you're driving home .. Suddenly you start experiencing severe pain in your chest that starts to radiate out into your arm and up into your jaw. You are only about five miles from the hospital nearest your home. Unfortunately you don't know if you'll be able to make it that far. You have been trained in CPR, but the guy that taught the course did not tell you how to perform it on yourself.
"HOW TO SURVIVE A HEART ATTACK WHEN ALONE":
Since many people are alone when they suffer a heart attack, without help, the person whose heart is beating improperly and who begins to feel faint, has only about 10 seconds left before losing consciousness. However, these victims can help themselves by coughing repeatedly and very vigorously. A deep breath should be taken before each cough, deep and prolonged, as when producing sputum from deep inside the chest. A breath and a cough must be repeated about every two seconds without let-up until help arrives, or until the heart is felt to be beating normally again. Deep breaths get oxygen into the lungs and coughing movements squeeze the heart and keep the blood circulating. The squeezing pressure on the heart also helps it regain normal rhythm. In this way, heart attack victims can get to a hospital. Tell as many other people as possible about this. It could save their lives!! "

...try again or walk away...

Sunday, August 13, 2006

they dun all go to hell right? i wonder why.. haha.. went to bai bai in the morning..
we ate lunch at sakae sushi at bishan.. yup.. junwei is working there.. the way he walks is still the same in school.. he claims that he is tired.. because he is working everyday..
and after that i finally went down to wisma to get my hp repair with my sister.. the mrt reached orchard.. i didnt get down!!! i did lar.. juz before the door close.. suddenly in another world..
poor 750i.. i think he is not going to survive after being in a coma for one week.. the doctor say he will try his best.. but please be mentally perpared.. so i shall assume that i can say byebye to him forever.. i can only get to keep his body.. hais.. dun be so down lar.. he nvr stay with u more den a year.. the feelings not so deep.. YA LAR!! thats the problem.. haven even one year.. poor 750.. conclusion.. no expensive handphone for me anymore.. till i get some extra money to spend i will buy a cheapo phone.. so until then.. linjie will be handphone-less.. no sms will be entertained.. please forgive me..
i going to shop and eat all those sad things away.. bought so many clothes.. ok not many lar.. juz a few.. is the walking part.. ~..~ tomorrow start work lo.. later cannot stand for long hours ar.. too tired.. dun care.. tomorrow say.. ~..~ GOODBYE!!

...try again or walk away...
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
~..~ i going take this..
copycats can all go to hell ACCOMPANY the LIARS!!
ring a ring a ring a ring..
cascada - another you
i can DREAM again!!
so innocent.. cos someone makes me whole again..
FOR SURE.. NOT YOU!!
stop laughing lar.. stupid..
when i close my eyes.. i see black black..
...try again or walk away...

Saturday, August 12, 2006

finally i know how true that time could show how much the person values..
if you would wait just one more minute, i would still believe in you.. i going learn from mrs keh.. "i really dun understand? why? what is so important that you cant actually take a minute off to do what you are suppose to do?
like u know after ur secondary life dun say primary school lar.. how many of ur "friends" actually disappears? how many of them would actually bother to ask or to even find out how have you been.. those conversation really make me think a lot.. who is true who is not.. how important they are..
lol.. i had an interesting msn chat with guilong.. the long lost friend.. ok lar.. not long.. juz a few months.. he is stress.. at this period of time i think many pple is.. exams are coming.. good luck!! and all the best.. by the way his nonsense are so nonsense that i laugh like a nonsense.. lol.. his rubbish sounds so fake and yet so sweet.. even though i know it is just a lie.. i am still happy.. unlike some people who can say things so true and real i almost fall into the trap.. lucky for me.. i didnt.. just in time to save myself from drowning in that pool of lies.. so.. the story is juz to say.. think and think.. dont be stupid.. time really could tell who you would wan to cherish..
some friends u could juz give it up.. unless u only have one.. lol.. more one not more.. less one not less.. who cares? scheme-ing people are all ASS!!
forgive me.. lol.. my blog is really like talking to myself.. =D ...try again or walk away...

Friday, August 11, 2006

i sleep a day away~ A DAY!!! ok.. i got wake up and watch yu le bai fen bai.. after sleeping so many many hours.. i am still very very sleepy.. ask me out!! to make sure i dun sleep my life away.. haha.. lol.. still fun lar.. after talking so much.. talk talk and talk.. all nonsense ar.. so fast!! its friday.. and HOLIDAYS!! mine started more early.. lol.. now you know.. ...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

btw about the mess.. my mama tidy for me le.. lol..
here is the
AFTER


not very perfect lar.. at least still better then before.. haha~
...try again or walk away...
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!

You know how when you're listening to music playing from another room? And you're singing along because it's a tune that you really love? When a door closes or a train passes so you can't hear the music anymore, but you sing along anyway... then, no matter how much time passes, when you hear the music again you're still in exact same time with it.

When someone says "I'm only kidding", they're not. That must be the way they truly feel, or else they could not have come up with a joke or an insult as horrible as that.

...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

chicken. lol.. yea.. dun dare to ask.. nothing much also lar.. but juz being curious.. is it being thrown aside.. i think even it is, u think he dare to tell me? i was hoping it was already done..
anyway.. i cant find my warranty card.. is it a hint for me to change my hp?
lol.. w850i!! coming soon..


i have gotten the job.. starting next monday.. woo.. good luck! and happy working~
sorry for not reply-ing.. my mama take back her phone le.. so me currently hp-less.. lolz..

...try again or walk away...

going to stay at home to wait for call.. the first job asked.. please be successful.. lol..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR YEO JIE YUAN!!

...try again or walk away...

Monday, August 07, 2006

The Bottom Line
Today you'll start to sense that there's a new beginning right around the corner.
In Detail
If you haven't been feeling it already, today you should really start to sense that there's a new beginning right around the corner. New ideas, new situations and -- most importantly -- new people are going to start influencing your life in some challenging, but wonderful ways. You'll be asked to reach deep down and gather up the best of what you have to offer. It's time to grow in a new direction, so be open to suggestions and recommendations....try again or walk away...

Sunday, August 06, 2006

today was an eventful day.. gain an unforgettable experience.. ok.. let me start with this morning.. was disturb by soonming call.. argh!! destroyed my beautiful sleep.. met at tampines for movie.. with him and julian.. ok.. julian is not julian hee.. lol.. i am not that lucky.. watch "dragon tiger door".. the 2 guys behind us were very entertain-ing.. kept on talking nonsense.. some were funny lar.. can onli remember the "healing" joke.. walked around tampines to find soonming slippers.. the branded and unbranded crocs.. $9.90 and $50 something.. the fighting scene of julian and soonming.. very very very funny.. who win? after long long explanation and convincing and crapping and persuading, JULIAN WON THE FIGHT!!! in the end they bought the real blue branded crocs slippers.. walked around and crap at some place as usual.. soonming poly friends decided to go for dinner.. hm.. lol.. ok.. geylang sounds interesting.. i was invited to go too! ok.. lolz.. stop.. is i kpo k? went down to LOR 8 to eat dim sum.. here comes the tragic.. my handphone dropped into the toilet bowl.. LOL.. i think the problem starts only when i wash it.. haha.. i know.. stupid.. but dun care lar.. SORRY if i din reply or answer your calls.. i am in a state of no hp.. ok back to the topic.. after my hp went for a swim, his friends arrive.. and as usual his nonsense.. trying to matchmake me and his friend "hanwei".. lol.. making him so paiseh.. reminds me of someone.. nothing make until like really got something.. his friends were very noisy but cute.. fun to be with.. no wonder will go out together.. anyway.. the food was really nice.. FINALLY!! the tour starts.. with our famous geylang tour guide low soon ming.. it is so happening.. still got area of white and area of black.. and the "toot" figure was like "OH MY GOD!" they say there are few pretty ones.. but i nvr notice lar.. to me.. only my reflection is pretty.. haha.. got lots of guys also.. he says they are " pull skin jump" translate to chinese please.. this kind of place ar.. muz really go and walk walk see see lar.. gain experience.. after the tour.. soonming and julian left me alone with his friends.. those "mei lang xin de".. lucky his friends really very fun.. i juz cant stop laughing lar.. full of nonsense.. the matchmake thing like nvr ends.. parted at kallang mrt.. they took mrt we took bus.. nice chat by the way.. new friend, thanks for offering to send me home.. like the benefits of being a girl.. lol.. juz now answered the call second time and hang den after 1 minute later soonming call.. i almost wan to scold.. but wait sounds different.. lol.. heng sia.. if not paiseh.. end lo.. will be back~...try again or walk away...

Saturday, August 05, 2006

i going to get a lot of bad karma.. my sister was using my computer to play friendster just now.. chase her off by saying i need to use.. actually i no need lar.. dun like her touching my computer to surf.. know why? cos she is a spoiler!! her computer dunno why down.. muz be anyhow go dunno wad web see horoscope or wadever shit and kena virus.. so weekdays she uses my brother computer.. wad if damage again? juz say "not me".. such a bitch.. but better than she uses mine lar.. i am accumulating lots of bad karma because of her.. zzz.. to prevent that.. i shall use my com for 24 hours on weekends.. dun mind if i can post up to 10 posts a day ar.. yawn.. i wan to sleep.. yet i dun wan her to use my computer!!! argh.. selfish woman got this kind of ending.. hm.. ok.. i am selfish but i am clever too.. i juz close the door lar.. and she thinks i am using com and actually i am sleeping.. HAHAHAHA.. sweet dreams for me.. =D...try again or walk away...

wahahahaha~! LOOK AT THE MESS!! ok.. this my bookshelf area.. and the bags area.. i was about to start tidying.. but.. i am lazy.. so come blog.. and guess how many days later am i going to post the after photo? before and after.. hahahaha.. satisfaction.. omg.. first step to a clean and tidy room.. JIA YOU!!!
...try again or walk away...

Thursday, August 03, 2006

limited friends ar.. no one to go out with.. all studying.. i should start finding a job.. waste my time and earn money.. job recommendations?
bought daisy.. i like this kind of story.. hidden love.. argh~~ so touching.. the killer is sooo handsome.. lucky i nvr go watch the movie.. cos i got the cd and can watch and watch and watch again.. hahahahahaha..
bought S.H.E cd.. and the wo ai ni MV is different from the one we see in kbox.. sweet sweet.. but i wonder wad is inside the box..
why cooking need to wear apron? lolz.. my family dun have this kind of habit.. hm.. but wearing apron look so cute~...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

wan to watch movie? actually i still enjoy corroding at home.. but since that the sunlight is trying to keep himself away from me.. i am going out to meet him face to face tomorrow!! hahahahaha~!!! readers tag me!! update update!!!!! shocking news? no.. hm.. is update.. UPDATE!! journal.. diary.. BLOG.. lol.. who got SD card reader? i need urgently.. and anyone who saw my thumb drive, return me asap.. thanks.. ...try again or walk away...

Monday, July 31, 2006

haha.. i msn-ing with my cousin.. so funny ar.. i mean like my cousins is like only chinese new year den will say happy new year de.. those how are you in this time of the year.. so cute.. anyway.. i now pray.. no radio coming over my house..
mood swing..
idiot = idiot = still idiot..
if cant remember den forget it..
why should i care at all...?

...try again or walk away...

Sunday, July 30, 2006

chu dian!! got to clear up the mess ar.. i cant find my things!!! tomorrow start.. today rest first.. hahaha.. very time say tomorrow.. tomorrow nvr comes.. OMG!!! the transfer rate so slow.. how come? it is just so irritating.. but nvm.. i dun give a damn.. hahahahahaha.. laugh laugh laugh.. mad already.. somebody saves me!! ...try again or walk away...

Friday, July 28, 2006

When one door closes, another opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one that has opened for us.....try again or walk away...

Thursday, July 27, 2006

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

they always ask me this questions.. why u always pon? wad was the reason?
if i really know why.. ya.. maybe.. was affected a little..
now i really wanted to quit.. to leave.. and for myself..

follow your heart.. wad u wan to do in the future? right decision?
LOL.. i haven DECIDE!! at this moment..
dun lar.. stay.. why? dun.. we will miss you.. we will be sad..
thank you.. even it is "lies".. still as touched.. =D

support me to go after wadever i wan.. and knowing i can do it..
knowing i will not regret.. support.. that's wad friends are for..
the support i need.. comes from friends that truly cares..
asking endless questions endless reasons to make me stay..
they are my carebears.. counsellor.. endless gratitude..
your willingness to put it into words is all that is necessary..
isn't it amazing how nice people are to you when they know you're leaving?

sometimes i wonder.. if i could really tell you everything..
maybe.. at least.. listening.. might help..
time is capable of understanding wad am i to you.. wad you are to me..

if you call me today, i'll say that i'm fine,
but i bet you can tell by the tone of my voice its just a lie,
you knew what you had, you still walked away leaving me in this mess..

Let us rise up and be thankful,
for if we didn't learn a lot today,
at least we learned a little,
and if we didn't learn a little,
at least we didn't get sick,
and if we got sick,
at least we didn't die;
so, let us all be thankful.

Make a list
Top ten regrets
Most foolish things said

...try again or walk away...

Sunday, July 23, 2006

finding faults.. 3 more weeks.. trial period.. lol.. dying tomorrow.. how? dun worry.. everything will be fine.. =D

someone that was always pretending? in the end, you'll learn whose fake, whose real, and you'll learn who would risk it all for you. how did it change so fast?

To be on the edge of breaking down. And no one's there to save you.

"Tomorrow is another day."

...try again or walk away...

Saturday, July 22, 2006

.. why so late haven sleep? waiting for spray paint to dry.. i wonder why i need to do that model.. and spending half a hundred on p-boards.. still fail.. ok.. maybe will pass.. borderline.. wad for? trying to show that at least i got put in 10% effort.. last few days i have been thinking.. i realise i dun wan to follow a pattern.. like is it arranged for you.. therefore, make some changes.. go ahead.. doing wad i like the most.. watching tv, sleeping, messing everything.. that is so much fun.. doesn't have to walk straight.. can hop, skip, run, or even walk zig-zag.. dun care who is watching.. dun worry about knocking onto other people.. only have to keep the eyes open.. got to check the spray paint lo.. bye~
...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

3 reasons for me.
Didn't like school in general.
Were failing, getting poor grades, or couldn't keep up with school work.
Didn't get along with teachers.
...try again or walk away...
ignoring all idiots cum bitches..
i finally gotten the warning letter to parents.. lol.. which means.. one more time.. failed..
guess what? i din go today!! WAHAHAHA!! opps.. who cares?
stop wasting time.. BIG project going around.. smile smile..
happy day!!
...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

sneaky.. lol..

Know all things to be like this:
A mirage, a cloud castle,
A dream, an apparition,
Without essence, but with qualities that can be seen.

Know all things to be like this:
As the moon in a bright sky
In some clear lake reflected,
Though to that lake the moon has never moved.

Know all things to be like this:
As an echo that derives
From music, sounds, and weeping,
Yet in that echo is no melody.

Know all things to be like this:
As a magician makes illusions
Of horses, oxen, carts and other things,
Nothing is as it appears.

...try again or walk away...

Monday, July 17, 2006

misunderstanding..
jinx..
the boo-boo made..
now wad?
dropping all the nonsense..
...try again or walk away...

Sunday, July 16, 2006

i need the compass that captain Jack has.. i need to know where is the direction of wad i am looking for.. anyway.. i watched the movie today.. PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN: THE DEAD MAN'S CHEST.. the scene was.. dots.. made us look like a fool.. cos the credits of the movie was like so long.. 5 minutes? maybe more than that..
actually wanted to watch yesterday.. hm.. but.. changes.. so called soonming.. went down to prince.. no timing.. and suntec no timing.. have lar.. but is late.. so we went to millenium walk.. starbucks for chit-chatting session.. ya.. plus julian.. 3 of us like talk for so long.. actually i enjoyed listening more.. lol.. interesting people.. time to go home for dinner..
because we didnt catch the movie so i think they decided to go today.. suppose to meet at 230.. but who will be on time? haha.. the tickets were selling fast.. still managed to get it.. but it was the 2nd row from the front.. after movie ate ice-cream and parted.. decided to shop shop at citylink.. bought a book for weng..
he is leaving soon.. going to england.. imagine him speaking angmo to people there.. will be so funny lar.. sad also.. cos one person less to crap with, movie with, kbox with, pool-ing with, and most important gossip-ing with.. think of the bright side.. wait till he comes back and the food we will be able to eat.. lol..
stop.. back to wad i am facing now.. school..
time to think..
should i?
should i not?
letting a coin decide..

like i care? tell u the truth.. i dont give a damn.. so fuck off..
no need me teach you.. cos u are a fucker!!
...try again or walk away...

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words, for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.

http://www.thehungersite.com/cgi-bin/WebObjects/CTDSites
set this as ur homepage ba..

here as i promised " you are an idiot "
laughing out loud is different if u didnt laugh out loud..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!

...try again or walk away...

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

ms jenny tan passed away on saturday.. my primary school teacher.. nose cancer..
sad.. this 2nd time heard sad news after woodsville primary became a no more..

What sort of illness awaits us tonight, what sort of death tomorrow?

Do not pursue the past.
Do not lose yourself in the future.
The past no longer is.
The future has not yet come.
Looking deeply at life as it is.
In the very here and now, the practitioner dwells in stability and freedom.
We must be diligent today.
To wait until tomorrow is too late.
Death comes unexpectedly.
How can we bargain with it?
The sage calls a person who knows how to dwell in mindfulness night and day,
'one who knows the better way to live alone.'

...try again or walk away...

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

think it over.. pray for a miracle.. happen all the time.. realise.. awaiting.. ...try again or walk away...

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Italy ? - ? France
i think italy is going to win tonight.. but i hope france would.. haha.. linjie wants everything..
gogo FRANCE!!! ...try again or walk away...

Friday, July 07, 2006


that was quite a long time ago.. the mock interview.. those idiots purposely outcast me.. lolz.. meifen beside saying ahey.. cherie stoning.. the photo was the only one she didnt hide her face.. anyway.. u know who meifen and cherie right? me CEO!! LOL.. =D more photos!!! soon~~~
...try again or walk away...
in school now.. wasting my time.. not doing anything.. just wasting time.. sleeping.. ZZZZzzzz......try again or walk away...