Thank you to MAN and BROWNIE!! Good night.
Thanks to Christina who helped me with my biggest wish this year.

COMPLETE!! =D

Pic of the DAy.
Two person and One item
=D =D

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!!















I have decided not to move. But just to get the feeling of changing. I have changed my blog skin! Reading previous post, I realised I am still in the land of dreams. Dreams that wont come true. Next step I have to do is to change the focus! Every time of the year. November. Getting ready to start OVER!! Short hair, Specs, Slippers. That was the last thing that would make you want to stay. STAND UP FOR MYSELF!! Exercise Exercise Bikinis On the WAY~~ Learn how to do absolutely nothing. Haze will be over when November ends. Cheers~ =D
p.s LinJie is still unhappy. =(


Actually I dont feel sick. Is the reason that I cant step out of my house makes me sick. Haha. Thanks for people who offered to visit. I AM REJECTING ALL VISITORS. I have a kind soul. Currently I am poisonous, so dont attempt to. Was so surprised that Yiru wanted to drop by and pass me food or anything. She thought I would be very hungry. My mama prepared a LOT of food for me. I wont die of hunger. And thanks for the Take care and Get well soon. HAHA.. I like the way people cares. =D
But if the care that you are giving need something else for exchange, thanks but no thanks. I am not a very good liar. This is referring to "msn ass". Someday you will find out.
Counting the days that pass me by. Woo. Another day gone, doing nothing except sleeping. Princess Hours~~
THE MOST LUCKY DAY OF THE YEAR!!!!
FUC !!!!
... I GOT CHICKEN POX!!!















I have done it before.. But I am going to do it again.. I will go to bed as soon as I finished.
SEVEN THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE
1.handsome guys in jeans and slippers
2.good night sms-es
3.reminded of wo du zi tong ni du zi tong ma
4.getting the mahjong tiles i am waiting for
5.receiving something not asked for
6.a lot of haha or lol in msn conversation
7.reading interesting blog
SEVEN THINGS TO DO TO WIN MY HEART
1.be there
2.be understanding
3.be sensitive
4.giving surprises
5.need some luck
6.be true
7.must be a man
SEVEN THINGS THAT I BELIEVE IN
1.karma
2.human are realistic
3.dreams come true
4.disney stories
5.a little change changes a lot
6.myself
7.you will be smiling back at me
SEVEN THINGS THAT IM AFRAID OF
1.repeat of terrible scenarios
2.sudden emotion
3.meaningless life
4.memory lost
5.losing and losing badly
6.disgusting animals
7.irritating children
SEVEN THINGS I DO EVERYDAY
1.basic things.
2.listen to radio
3.reading magazines
4.online to read rubbish
5.thinking of something i shouldn't be
6.friendster
7.blogging
SEVEN PEOPLE I WANT TO SEE NOW
1.There
2.is
3.nobody
4.I
5.want
6.to
7.see
SEVEN PERSON I WAN TO DO THIS QUIZ
Seven persons who read this post and have a blog.

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i had a ultra super bad bad fucking asshole day!! hais.. to a point when i think i should get knock down by a BIG BIG LORRY!! dont ask me wad.. juz bad bad bad day.. maybe that is the reason why i always get ignore.. and trying the hardest to start again again again.. sensitive.. TOO sensitive.. i am an emo-girl.. wadever.. say i am childish lo.. i can still afford to be.. and i cant control my mind.. cry~ i'm still not over you..
the words wont fade like cards do, just like the feeling.. that is rubbish.. know why? look at your keyboard.. there is one button called delete.. conclusion.. words in cards may fade.. but they are still there.. maybe juz left very very light tone.. try harder.. can still be seen.. delete liao than no more.. maybe got some chances they are still in the recycle bin lar.. haha..
Panadol
COLD & FLU
HOT REMEDY
with Vitamin C
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zhou jielun and fei yuqing!!
nice song..
investing.. high risk high returns..
nooooo.. cant take high risk..
going to get free ice milo everyday.. nice nice.. end work early.. boss super nice.. happy~
Drinking Cold water after meal = Cancer! Can u believe this??
For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you.
It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion. Once this "sludge" reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal. A serious note about heart attacks HEART ATTACK PROCEDURE": (THIS IS NOT A JOKE!) Women should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting. Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line. You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack. Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms. 60% of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up. Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let's be careful and be aware. The more we know, the better chance we could survive... A cardiologist says if everyone who gets this mail sends it to 10 people, you can be sure that we'll save at least one life. Read this...It could save your life!! Let's say it's 6.15 pm and you're driving home .. Suddenly you start experiencing severe pain in your chest that starts to radiate out into your arm and up into your jaw. You are only about five miles from the hospital nearest your home. Unfortunately you don't know if you'll be able to make it that far. You have been trained in CPR, but the guy that taught the course did not tell you how to perform it on yourself.
"HOW TO SURVIVE A HEART ATTACK WHEN ALONE":
Since many people are alone when they suffer a heart attack, without help, the person whose heart is beating improperly and who begins to feel faint, has only about 10 seconds left before losing consciousness. However, these victims can help themselves by coughing repeatedly and very vigorously. A deep breath should be taken before each cough, deep and prolonged, as when producing sputum from deep inside the chest. A breath and a cough must be repeated about every two seconds without let-up until help arrives, or until the heart is felt to be beating normally again. Deep breaths get oxygen into the lungs and coughing movements squeeze the heart and keep the blood circulating. The squeezing pressure on the heart also helps it regain normal rhythm. In this way, heart attack victims can get to a hospital. Tell as many other people as possible about this. It could save their lives!! "

chicken. lol.. yea.. dun dare to ask.. nothing much also lar.. but juz being curious.. is it being thrown aside.. i think even it is, u think he dare to tell me? i was hoping it was already done..
anyway.. i cant find my warranty card.. is it a hint for me to change my hp?
lol.. w850i!! coming soon..
i have gotten the job.. starting next monday.. woo.. good luck! and happy working~
sorry for not reply-ing.. my mama take back her phone le.. so me currently hp-less.. lolz..
going to stay at home to wait for call.. the first job asked.. please be successful.. lol..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR YEO JIE YUAN!!

haha.. i msn-ing with my cousin.. so funny ar.. i mean like my cousins is like only chinese new year den will say happy new year de.. those how are you in this time of the year.. so cute.. anyway.. i now pray.. no radio coming over my house..
mood swing..
idiot = idiot = still idiot..
if cant remember den forget it..
why should i care at all...?
they always ask me this questions.. why u always pon? wad was the reason?
if i really know why.. ya.. maybe.. was affected a little..
now i really wanted to quit.. to leave.. and for myself..
follow your heart.. wad u wan to do in the future? right decision?
LOL.. i haven DECIDE!! at this moment..
dun lar.. stay.. why? dun.. we will miss you.. we will be sad..
thank you.. even it is "lies".. still as touched.. =D
support me to go after wadever i wan.. and knowing i can do it..
knowing i will not regret.. support.. that's wad friends are for..
the support i need.. comes from friends that truly cares..
asking endless questions endless reasons to make me stay..
they are my carebears.. counsellor.. endless gratitude..
your willingness to put it into words is all that is necessary..
isn't it amazing how nice people are to you when they know you're leaving?
sometimes i wonder.. if i could really tell you everything..
maybe.. at least.. listening.. might help..
time is capable of understanding wad am i to you.. wad you are to me..
if you call me today, i'll say that i'm fine,
but i bet you can tell by the tone of my voice its just a lie,
you knew what you had, you still walked away leaving me in this mess..
Let us rise up and be thankful,
for if we didn't learn a lot today,
at least we learned a little,
and if we didn't learn a little,
at least we didn't get sick,
and if we got sick,
at least we didn't die;
so, let us all be thankful.
Make a list
Top ten regrets
Most foolish things said
finding faults.. 3 more weeks.. trial period.. lol.. dying tomorrow.. how? dun worry.. everything will be fine.. =D
someone that was always pretending? in the end, you'll learn whose fake, whose real, and you'll learn who would risk it all for you. how did it change so fast?
To be on the edge of breaking down. And no one's there to save you.
"Tomorrow is another day."
sneaky.. lol..
Know all things to be like this:
A mirage, a cloud castle,
A dream, an apparition,
Without essence, but with qualities that can be seen.
Know all things to be like this:
As the moon in a bright sky
In some clear lake reflected,
Though to that lake the moon has never moved.
Know all things to be like this:
As an echo that derives
From music, sounds, and weeping,
Yet in that echo is no melody.
Know all things to be like this:
As a magician makes illusions
Of horses, oxen, carts and other things,
Nothing is as it appears.
Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words, for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.
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set this as ur homepage ba..
here as i promised " you are an idiot "
laughing out loud is different if u didnt laugh out loud..
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!
ms jenny tan passed away on saturday.. my primary school teacher.. nose cancer..
sad.. this 2nd time heard sad news after woodsville primary became a no more..
What sort of illness awaits us tonight, what sort of death tomorrow?
Do not pursue the past.
Do not lose yourself in the future.
The past no longer is.
The future has not yet come.
Looking deeply at life as it is.
In the very here and now, the practitioner dwells in stability and freedom.
We must be diligent today.
To wait until tomorrow is too late.
Death comes unexpectedly.
How can we bargain with it?
The sage calls a person who knows how to dwell in mindfulness night and day,
'one who knows the better way to live alone.'
